update? who's gonna be updated?but i have exams tommorrow and have been in a pretty messed up mood (messed up is not the words i was gonna use but hey!)
so yeah,
i was acting all exorcist and stuff (stuff was also not the word i was gonna use)
and my hair has been a little worse for wear
i'm hanging on the last stings of my sanity to write this journal
which is why it seems all choppy and "stuffies"
my puppy deaded
my mum ran him over with the van
just like that *squish*
and his life is over
i saw when he was being born
he was the first one born
his mum loved him best
she's still looking for him all over the place :'(
my friends laughed when i told them how he died
they laughed (was going to insert another word there)
i helped wean them off of mother's milk
he always told me when it was time to feed (by barking)
and once helped me to find his sister when she wasn't feeling well
he looked after her at that time too
you might not believe me but when her own mother didn't want to be near her
because she (the sister) was really sick
he went and blocked her path (she was going to sleep next to her mum)
and practically made her sleep next to him instead..because he didn't want her to be rejected
he was a much better friend than all the human friends put together,
and a thousand times more caring
i miss him biting my my heels now
and having his little paws scratch against my shins
maybe that is contributing to my, hopefully temporary insanity
i don't know
i'm pretty detached...so i never know
my mum came and started telling me about her nightmares
about the sound he made when he went squish
and my dad cried
they didn't want to tell me when it happened because
i'm
"emotionally attached to animals"
of course!!!
they're so superior to humans it's sad
they're not truly evil
or manipulative
or untrustworthy
...what you see is what you get!!
so i'll miss my dear friend,
my Patches
and i hope to see him on the flip side
RIP my friend
<3
a lot of other stuff happened of course but this one kinda affected me most (believe it or not)
sorry if i've been a prat to anyone, :S
*dies*
just my deteriorating sanity talking
(excuses excuses)
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Hiding from the gallows
I walk with shadows
i have my first one this wednesday suu yeah i'll get back to ya on that one *scratches head* eeerrrmm we could note each other what we wanna do i guess, *downloads deviantart firefox app* there ya go,
i'm sure to see your messages! really early nows! so i'll be workin on it like a rabid soldier bee on crack hey maybe we could do that....or not
how's everything?
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Hiding from the gallows
I walk with shadows
yeah no joke
and i have too much blood in my caffeine stream right now but otherwise i'm great! lol hows u?
here goes:
angels and demons right? cool concept much?
ok, so we each start character sketching a character lol, what else would you character sketch right?
anywayz, maybe we can do the two sides of the same person, or do twins, bffs, or something. that's a cheesy concept but could work. we could also modernize some old characters from a fairy tale or something like that. what you think? We could get this going like a running project maybe even wrap them in a little story. we can make them like alter egos. ?????
let me know
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Hiding from the gallows
I walk with shadows
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